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Gentarasa 2006, Raven2 al the way...

2006-07-03T13:55:00.000+08:00

Its been a long time since u ever seen a new post...

Well Gentarasa was tiring...by 8 in the morning i had to be there but throughout the day slack sleep and eat. Every performance its like that one. Heard comments from ppl that its gd...I know its gd...wahahaha! New experience...made new frens from the Silat and tarian sides...WEnt back home late...

Now im in Tekong Chalet? Yup...its Tekong. Raven Company, Platoon 2, Section 2. Wahaha! 4D no? 2208... First 2 weeks confinement is like shit man! Although its a no punishment week but its shit~! Cant go home, no gals...hehe! And all u see are all guys sweating and complaining.

Well booking out was the only moment we all were looking for and the mood is high...singing bookout song is like a tradition for every book out.

Well booking in back and the punishment started. Push ups..! One day i done 200 push ups estimation...my arms getting bigger....well since starting from day 1...they asked us to do as many pull ups as possible. Last time can do...now zero! Arms too tired.!!

ooh..I hate strenght training. I hate the PTI chua...! He attitude sia...Other PTI not even like him...He so fucked up and waste our energy A LOT!!!

My Platoon Commander(PC) is one yer younger than me and one time he so angry he called us pussy. Y? Coz of one of us fall out during a 4km route march. Wat sia?

Oh...im being appointed Platoon IC. Shit work...count strength and easier kena punish. Shit i kena push up coz i neva salute a sir...thng!!! Though the commanders want to see the leadership qualities to recommend u for sispec or OCS...

I learn a lot of vulgarities there...Cibai is a norm... Everyday u heard it. Balls scratching are norm in my platoon. Getting naked in the shower is oso a norm. Walking arnd in underwear only oso a norm.

Keluar baris...

7 more days to go...

2006-06-02T09:44:00.000+08:00

7 more days to go...tekong wo lai loh...

Feel so sad. I have to leave the ones i love...

Nobody's born to be a loser

2006-04-26T22:33:00.000+08:00

Aku came across dis quote, nobody's born to be a loser. Aku ponder lah dis quote...ye ke? So aku ponder balik hidup aku ni.

Sejak kecil, aku slalu mcm nak achieve sumthing, tapi semua nye half way. Pernah masuk Silat, Taekwando, Piano ape2 lah name it... Tapi sume nye hangat2 tahi ayam lepas kuar oven. Tak menjadi.

As i move on to secondary, badan ku menyihat semakin berat. Ape aku buat sume tak menjadi. Blajar tak bole, main bola lagi tak bole, main rugby untuk TAF club, pon tak bole. Ape yg aku bole...

Masuk poly, cuba nyanyi...mcm biasa pon tak bole. Dk...suara takda ooommppphh...ragam slack...MCG...memorable, tapi rakan2 mcg capai wat they want. Wat i want aku belum pasti dpt tak aku capai. Remembering tadinye performance wif the juniors...senyum malu aku pasal our item mcm percussion cock up a bit(ckit je) den the whole thing mcm org tak paham ape kita nak buat..org tengok"ape lah dorang nak buat?". So a bit disappointment.

So i ponder upon the quote "Nobody's born to be a loser". Can i change my life and not be a loser? Or im destined to be a loser? Or im the one who creates my own life to be a loser...I dun want to be a loser.

But gd enuf and im proud of myself im called "The biggest Loser" becoz of the reality show and also becoz i managed to lose 30 kg in 5 months. Tak caye... Tanye Heikal..sesape kenal Adha...hmmzz...Saleha...Maria...sesape yg keje IRAS 2002...taulah hidup aku dari gemuk hingga kurus...

As a stepping step...:

A VERY BIG APOLOGIES TO EVERYBODY...MY FAMILY, RELATIVES, FRENS;(BDS)(IRAS2002-2003)(NYPEI10)(NYP ANDAYU)(NYPEI01)(KERIS FAMILIES)(MCCAFE FAMILIES)(VENTURE ERA FAMILIES)...AND ESPECIALLY...MARDIANA..THX SUME..

Neway ni bukan suicide note or surat mati eh...

Misuse Computer

2006-04-19T00:23:00.000+08:00

Im so sick of wat im doing rite now. Haiz.. the mentality energy level is running low. Wat keeps me going is ma passion. Haiyo...

Im so sick of tarian, pengerakan, formarsi, the drum beat, the gamelan, seruling! ADUI! Y must i be so blur? I feel like the weakest link there. I miss the training. I cant catch up fast so many times it gets lucky for me the move look nice and ok but after that, always kena sindir coz neva turn up for training and memandai2 dlm black box. I happen just to know dis tarian gal. Tok to her once and thats it, and get to know she from NYP. Well i did asked her y didnt she join MCG and she said "Tak mo lah. Asik joget je..." Well kat skola she join floorball ke hockey tak salah ... lupalah...

IM sick of dikir 2. Y? Haiz.. fikiran ku terumbang-ambing berdiri sara takut jatuh ditimpa tangga. Every training i'll lose my voice and it seems that everytime i lose my voice, i hope it gets better, but till now i see no difference. I still cant reach pitch Hamdan and Doc. My nafas is so pendek and i'll get tired easily. I will feel so sick when i'll lose my voice and i dun felt like eating.

I wish that everyday after work i got time to spent with biebie, ngan kawan2 lepak. Ni tak hari2 ada activity. Kalo cuti pon kene gi keje jugak. Nak duit katakan...The power of $ beats the power of passion.

Enlistment Act

2006-04-09T00:21:00.000+08:00

THE ENLISTMENT ACT, (CHAPTER 93)
ENLISTMENT NOTICE (FULL-TIME/OPERATIONALLY READY NATIONAL SERVICE)

You are hereby required under Section 10 of the Enlistment Act (Cap 93), to report for enlistment on 09 JUN 2006 (FRI) AT 2.30 PM to BASIC MILITARY TRAINING CENTRE SCHOOL 2 (BMTC SCH 2).

There goes my hopes performing at the esplanade on 1st July. Im so terkilan...

Thx Hamdan, Khasrul, Harith, Nizam for the menakut2kan experience in BMT.

Thx Fauzi, Faisal for the motivation.

Farewell Chalet

2006-03-07T17:55:00.000+08:00

How time fly very fast...Next thing u know u finish skool oready. Frens come frens go. But the memories will live on for the rest of our lives.

Fers Nite - Ok on Sunday 5th March, the Engineering Informatics guys organised a chalet at Costa Sands resort. Well, i reached there at 3 that sunday and there's only Andy, Hazwan and WakPran. Quite disturbing coz i tot our chalet didnt have a gd response. But later one by one started coming. Mahirah and frens came...Saravanan join us and he's really a nice fren...no jeremy no kumar.

So fers nite we spend our time buying groceries to prepare ourselves for BBQ. Its a gd thing Hazwan got a car, so transportation is no a problem. Benny, Te Hui, Edwin, Jackson, GuangZheng, Nazrul, Zul came over followed by the gals, Fadziah and Hajjar. But den the gals went home wherelse the guys overnite at the chalet.

APA LAGI!!! We went to Changi Village using 2 cars, Benny and Hazwan's car. We reached there to have supper as well take a look at the bapoks there. Ada yg lawa tapi bila bebual, hehe! Korang taulah eh...

After that reached chalet we played soccer, In the dark! Mepek sak, bola pon tak nampak, but neway we continued playing until everybody's shagged. Of coz, we went to sleep after that, badan bau2 tido...esok nye chalet bau badan je. FERS NITE BAU BADAN!

Second nite - Wake up with the body odour smell and i was quite pissed off when suddenly there's someone knocking my head while im sleeping. I donno who it is but that person sucks man...I was sleeping and i woke up at 12 noon. Return the BBQ pit and played pool which sucks big time! I mean not my game but the table and que. Ada hujung que pakai rubber and bola asik stuck je takleh kuar. Mcm mainan budak2! Den went swimming at the chalet's pool until hazwan decided we should go escape cz we bought our tickets oready.

Skali escape bukak only on Sat, Sun, Gazzette school holidays and public holidays. Nak gi wild2 wet? Tadi dah swimming, nak gi swimming lagi. Shit to! So we went downtown east main X BOX. Main winning eleven 9 challenging against each other and i surely recommend u this game "FIFA STREET" Its a street soccer game, but full with fancy nice tricks which u cannot see in Singapore street soccer game.

At nite, we bbq again, but dis time using aluminium container. Tau smlmnye tak sewa tu bbq pit. $16 gone. Sucks man! Nvm...mak nye hazwan cook for us beef steak and chikong and its nice of her to bring it down all the way from hougang to pasir ris. Went home for a while to get some stuffs and then back to the chalet. Benny suggested we went bapok hunting for Jackson coz that Boy was fucking drunk man. He cant hold his liquor that well. We went supper fers at Afghanistan, only to find out that place is not operating 24hrs. So we went changi. Otw, kena traffic block. Kena screen...mepek sak...at last takda pape. Org dah lapar dorang takda keje screen kereta.

Went to changi village but then the bapok not so many so we decided to go Old Changi Hospital for a ghost hunting session. We went through the back door coz the front door was guarded by JAGA with DOGS there. It so scary lah, until my jantung mcm nak jatuh. Not for the lemah semangat one. The place was pathetic, broken glass, empty with no furniture, gelap nak mampos. WHile walking i suddenly terimagine dulu masa the hospital was operating. Haiz...we wanted to go the 3rd floor but somehow we cant find the staircase. Y sae? As we were searchin for the stairs, we saw a police car downstairs(POLICE LAGI?) Police ni takda keje uh. Ape lagi, play hide and seek lah with those Losers downstairs. We go one whole round, exploring and escaping from the police tapi while walking, perasaan hanya allah saje yg tau. Nasib baik ada 7 org; Me, Andy, Hazwan, Saravanan, Zul, Benny and fren. Sampai nak kentut pon kena tahan. Shit man! Den on our way out, we saw this young indian couple and asked us where is the entrance to the Hospital and y are there so many Losers(POLICE). We didnt say much coz he's drunk and he's with his gf. I donno wtf is he doing there with his gf, having sex there? Ewww..so kinky. Tempat keras buat kerje pat situ...holy shit!

So we went one round and finally reached the back of the Hospital, and there's the couple again. It so wierd how he managed to get to the back so fast! Kita 7 org kecut perut, he and his gf walk through the hospital, mcm dorang dah regular. That guy invite us to go to the rooftop where there's rumours that thats one of the most haunted places at the OCH. We said NO! and he said motuary..and this time round we jus leave him alone with the question mark expression shown arnd his face.

So kita balik, but not terus gi chalet. Kita duduk kedai kopi tengok Man U lwn Wigan. Man utd menang nasib as usual. No comments. Balik Chalet sume exhausted sume lepak terus tido

Third Day - Kena bangun awal coz kena check out by 10am. Tak sempat mandi pat chalet sae. Kena mandi pat swimming pool nye changing room. Tempat die takda cubicles lak tu, terpaksa mandi open. Kau tengok aku nye , aku tengok kau nye. Dah no choice pe. Balik singgah afghanistan for breakfast cum lunch b4 Hazwan sends us all home.

Haiz, mcm baru je smlm kenal Andy and hazwan. Skrg dah susah nak jumpa. I started working at Inland Revenue Authority of Singapore(IRAS) where people pay income tax and i'll be working office hours. Its a sad thing. I'll certainly feel the sadness. But without them, my 3rd year life @ NYP would be a dull one. Thx Andy, Thx Hazwan...

2006-02-21T12:44:00.000+08:00

I would lyk to congratulate the Pusaka Seni peeps 4 making it to the finals. They did a great job n hope tt during the finals, they will do an even better show n will be among those tt were rmmbrd 4 their performance. All the best 4 u guys n hope 2 c u there!

outz,

dianqx

GPA 2006

2006-02-20T00:44:00.000+08:00

Its on 18 Feb 2006. I was there wif bie(Mar), Heikal, Aishah, Rafi, Idah, Yana, Zai, Wak, Faisal and Aida. Ni lah supporters NYP di sebelah kanan dewan. I was quite disappointed lah at fers coz; "Siallah, ni je yg ada for NYP? "...Sangkaan ku meleset. Di kanan dewan, ada budak2 tarian and fellow nypians yg langsung aku tak kenal. SO at least in terms of supporters, kita setanding dgn schools yg kuat supporters seperti, SP, TPJC, SRJC and MI.

Fers half of the comp mostly big shots of GPA like TPJC, SP and SRJC. As far as i know other than dis 3 there are another 2 more schools that capture my eyes which is RP and NJC.

But second half rather quite boring. Only 2 schools manage to make me awake. Westspring Sec(skola anak abu) and of coz my beloved PUSAKA SENI(NYP). Wahaha! NYP conquer lah sial second half. DOnno lah if MI bagus pasal not managed to see MI perform but. who cares. Nak kata aku bebual ye ye oh? Org kat depan aku 2 rows in front were sleeping b4 NYP perform. But when NYP start to perform, dorang mcm terus duduk tegak. And they managed to sit up straight and laugh and cheer till the end of NYP performance. Wah!

I had to leave after that. Rafi told me NYP dpt masuk. And he told me TPJC and SRJC masuk. TU jelah yg aku tau r in the finals. People...pls enligtened me who are in GPA finals 2006. Kat tagboard tulis....ok go!

Selamat Pengantin Baru Mr and Mrs Imran

2006-02-07T13:22:00.000+08:00

Me on the eve of the wedding

Last Sunday was a very tiring day for me and all the Keris Movement peeps. It was the wedding of our pengasas iaitu Imran. Firstly i would like to congratulate Mr and Mrs Imran and i would like to wish them supaya jodoh mereka berkekalan hingga ke anak cucu.

Ok for the whole of last week, my schedule was really pack. Tts y i cannot make time to attend the drama practice @ Nyp. People are saying that i just gave a stupid reason for not entering GPA, but who cares... They donno how busy i am with many things to handle and Mega Perdana and Gentarasa arnd the corner.

Ok tt sunday im supposed to meet Faezah at Bdk Mrt ctrl stn at 10am. But rite in the wee hours she kol me to meet her earlier. Sheeehssshh! Ok...went to meet her at arnd 9.30am, den made our way to rumah pengantin which is at Clementi.

Of course we reached there earlier and there was only abg and omar practising their african beat. Mane ZUL? He is the one who instructed us to reached clementi by 11 and he's not to be seen arnd. Slowly, each and every Keris Movement member started to show their faces.

Zul came, but at 12.30. We settle down for a while den after that we were asked to siap2 to play the kompang. We were divided into 2 grps coz there was another undangan at Jurong East. So im among the unlucky one to wear baju putih keris and play at jurong east.

Went to jurong East, fers time play kompang with bare foot. Went rumah pengantin pompan at woodlands den come back. Immediately after finishing playing the last piece of kompang at Jurong East, we lincah2 made our way to Clementi back to combine playing kompang with Imran side. Fuh...gemuruh..30 org main kompang. Below are some of the Kompang Pics:

Gemuruh sungguh!

Baju putih main kompang

Mengarak Pengantin

Den after that we prepare ourselves for the Dk part.We play simple dk like lagu "Andai", Anak Haram" and "Cepu Emas". Den after that ,tot of helping as a kendarat but too lazy so ape lagi lepak ngan Saufi and Ghaffar pat kedai kopi.

Den at nite got dinner reception, dis time for the friends and close relatives only lah. Kamal baba, zaidi nandhir came. And we play Dk again, a compilation of our previous songs like "Seruling-Citra 2005", "Bertali Arus-Harapan Citra 2005", "Balqis-Piala Ulan" and lastly lagu Perdana Final 2004. Den after that took pictures all that...at the end of the day it was very tiring.

It was tiring but den i went to Bukit Batok to meet Biebie. ZzZzZZ...

Potrait of Pengantin

Pengantin bagi Speech

Bergmbr beramai2-Keris, Harapan, Balqis

Presentation Dah abis

2006-02-02T12:33:00.000+08:00

I jus finished presenting my biz idea...technopreneuship(tak tau lah mcmne nak spell). It turn out well but of course im nervous coz i got the least amount of slide to present. But im doing the conclusion and it must make an impact on the investors to convince them to invest in our biz. Neway our biz idea is "Cinematic Gaming". WOW! Wahaha..Farhan mcm betul je...

Im losing my voice, yesterday went down to Farrer Park for Dk training. B4 that, went to meet bie...Haiya, stress jugak to hear a lot of people wanted to join my grp...they are from giant grp but i donno wat happen to that grp...Gd for my grp coz it will be much stronger...no good for me coz i had to put up with a lot of competitions. Yes! Competition is gd, but it creates stress. We play dk to release stress from our daily school work or the hectic work schedule. Not to add more stress by playing dk....Arrrggghhh!!!! I hope Zul, abg Im or Hamdan will read my post...

Eh tadi aku bangun kul 6.30am Uh...! (clap hand). I slept at 2pm yesterday. Wow and now i felt so sleepy. By hook i must bring back baju dk bnyk2 balik umah untuk di cuci coz kita nak pakai time Abg Im kahwin i guess. Hmzzz....

Signed,
AbgAn

2006-02-02T10:12:00.000+08:00

Wif the new jan intake in skol, its gettin harder to get seats during lunch, especially at 12 in cafe 1. I personally prefer tt cafe to cafe 2, coz cafe 2 is always cold altho the servers serve generous amounts of food.

Neway, yest went to eat at cafe 1. We had to wait a while for the other students to vacate a table, had to rush over so tt the other students don steal tt table, n the queue was long. Ordered nasi ayam while my fren Sally ordered thousand island which is nasi ayam wif mayonise. Back at our table, oredi hungry, want to start eating, but Sal say somting wrong wif the nasi ayam soup.

I tasted it, n it was tasteless. Bib oso taste. Not nice. So end up eating wif no soup. So dry. Luckily got the chilli n my water. If not, terbegek.

I tink the makcik rushing. Kelam kabut. Mayb not enuf tym to prepare. Neway, hopefully wont happen again. If not makcik out of business.

outz,

dianqx

Thursday 26/01/06

2006-01-27T09:29:00.000+08:00

Abgan

Yesterday was a tiring day for me. Woke up late for school, terpaksa naik taxi and wasted $10 for the trip...Fuck!

Den went to town, meet biebie, but she finish school late so i have to wait lor...tiring sae...

We went to town watched the long weekend. The advertisement stated "the best sex comedy" and i was wondering, mesti ada part yg censored. Skali betul lah. There's one scene where dorang have sex and they showed the boobs and her hairy, bushy mushy mcm jungle p*ssy. And they show 2 women removing the bra strap and exposing their tits. Ok enuf of the long weekend.

Planned to go Keris pe training at Farrer Park. Last time Bukit Batok, now Farrer park. But at last tak jadi pasal not sure where that place. Kol Nizam tapi die pe explanation pon confusing. Wtf, den planning to go meet bdk2 MCG for makan2. Tu pon terbantut pasal takda duit. So, end up hantar biebie pegi ajar tuition den terus balik. Haiz...penat...!

2006-01-26T10:06:00.000+08:00

So, it turns out tt probably the people hu were sitting behind my fren, bib, hu went to the bsb concert were pissed off at her instead of the other way round.

As her seat was directly behind of the barrier which separates the $160 seats n the $125 seats, she of coz went to stand at the back of the barrier, screaming loudly n waving her hands wildly abt. Dis is evidence in the videos which she took. N dis cause the ppl at the back to not b able to c the concert coz 2 chinese gals ask bib n her fren to sit down coz they cant c! But i wonder y they don stand up too as its a concert. Not a funeral or ochestra.

N bib was so loud tt even the people at the $160 seats turn back a few tyms to look at bib n her fren to c hu's making all tt noise. Overall, i tink my fren had a lot more fun than the others!

outz,

dianqx

2006-01-24T12:07:00.000+08:00

12.o7pm

its been a long tym since farhan himself update his blog, so let me do the updating for him since he's bz wif skol, mcg, work n me, (mar).

so.. lets c.. skol's goin to end at 2.. one of my frens is goin 2 spore indoor stadium to watch Backstreet Boys today... her fren pay a bit (but i tink alot) for her so tt's y she can go.. i hope she don haf fun n she'll b pissed off wif the girls at the back n at the front screaming for the BSB guys.. haha.. kidding la.. i've nvr been to a concert b4.. juz went to c Westlife n A1 at hmv n plaza singapura.. they were only there 4 abt an hr n sang only abt 2 songs.. wen i was in sec skol.. those were the days went boybands were a craze..

but there are a few bsb hits tt will always b rmmbrd.. nice songs..

Btw, U, 2 of my frens say ur tag thingy is nice... can scroll up all the way n down all the way..

till nx tym, outz..

dianqx

Attach pat Suntec McCafe, Kisah Si tua...

2005-11-13T22:23:00.000+08:00

So .... concert dah habis... benda dah lepas.... hanya tinggal kenangan sahajalah...

So balik ke kerja... aler.... kena attach pat Suntec pasal McCafe sana baru bukak.... But my job is easy lah... hmm... ok not easy... im being the only experience there... n everybody was enthu to do the coffees there... me... jus instructing people here and there. Bnyk pompan cina uh... but they are friendly lah..mcm org kata..always look up to me if there's any problem...

Then balik Suntec singgah jap gi beach road. Nak beli beg pasal beg aku pon dah hancur bederai. Jalan lah pass ni kedai jual barang2 army where a nenek mcm friendly tanye ape kabar, nak beli ape tu sume. I jus smile and nod my head, n move, cozz im not interested in buying army stuffs. Tapi aku pikir balik mcm kesian sae...She's old and she's working. Then aku patah lah balik...tengok barang2 army tu jap..mana tau ada yg aku berkenan. So nenek tu ajak bebual...tanye aku mana keje sume. So aku ckp lah McCafe...then die tanye all about making the coffees all that. Skali die kena marah ngan this indian muslim lady. Boss kedai tu lah. OH...rupanye nenek tu pekerja je. Haiz...aku betul kesian kan nenek tu. Alah...nenek kan..biasa lah ada nak dicerita. Biarkanlah...Aku tak sampai hati bila nenek tu kena marah depan aku pasal bynk celoteh... reason die, nanti customer lari. Korang suka nenek korang dah lah kene keje cari makan, kena marah lak tu? Tak berhati perut org2 ni. I really dun mind man...Aku tak sampai hati..aku pon belilah satu baju...kalo aku walk away...lagi nenek tu kena marah. Aku tak nak nenek tu kena marah...Kesian lah...Aku bersyukur nenek aku sentiasa ada makcik2 dan abah untuk jaganye...Semoga nenek tu hidup bahagialah jgn kena2 marah lagi aku doakan...Insyaallah!

Life after FYP and attachment.

2005-10-17T16:49:00.000+08:00

Now ngah term break...asik keje McCafe je..5 times a day. Penat jugak. Boring pon ada.
Tempat keje boring uh keje with those peeps yg muda dari aku. Dorang bebual mcm takda impact. Nak keje mlm tapi dah ramai nah org keje mlm. But one particular day was working with Fazli and Farhaanah. It seems time flew very fast when working with them. At least there are topic to tok about.

Just tok to Sabri about artistic thing. I ask for his advice coz he played Dk panjy, and he's from Sri Warisan. Oh ya...Farhaanah want me to join Sriwana. Quite interesting offer jugaklah. Dpt buat kwn baru, jumpa kawan yg dah lama tak jumpa. Member sungguh2 tarik and i kinda hati lembut, gave in and somehow terckp insyaallah. Back to Sabri, he did told me the pantang larang pentas, what shud i do, the don't and also about people accepting our malay arts. Quite true lah. Some people who are open minded can accept 'Kecak'. But those people who are so 'koo-koo' as he said...will laugh and mock at the piece of art.

I did told him i have failed to take NYP malay culture to another level. MCG members are different, not totally, from MAG members. I cant treat MCG like MAG. At NYP, we dun have enough necessary logistic and attitude to move to the next level. Farhaanah did mention about not believing in gals become the leader of an organization, coz they will cause unnecessary problem, but to me i think she's wrong, although not completely wrong. Not all gals cant lead and cause unnecessary problem. I did know some gals who's capable of leading such as Kak Ju MAEC Bukit Batok, Serene ECP McCafe. I think MCG also got one or two gals who can lead, cume dorang prefer to stay humble and not join the commitee.

Azila dtg..ciaoz..!

Tolong jgn kepo...

2005-09-18T22:58:00.000+08:00

Dis few days perangai aku mcm swing gila. I think i frowned more than smile. Maybe the negative ions around me.

People, i seriously feel that kalo bole lah, jgn kepo ape yg telah aku lalui, UNLESS, aku mintak tolong dari korang...I mean humans need someone to tok with if they have any problems, but not to all, duh! But if i dun tok to u bout it, jgn lah bahasakan org pat tagboard org if u donno wats happening actually. If u dun bother to know, might as well keep yor opinions to yorself rather than making assumptions.

Keris tak dpt placing. Nvm. I tried my best, geng2 sume tried our best! We got tok juara terbaik and lagu terbaik...rather than nothing. But seriously i salute those new groups for their bravery to try taking part in Planet Dk. I may salute them, but to the judges, too bad lah but this is a tradition, they may stereotype the new group. Too bad u cant run from the stereotype. But seriously, gua salute...kadang2 kelakar jugak org2 ni, bila part ANAK SENI! Penuh sak dewan. Tapi bila part ToH PutiH, waWasan etc...sume tinggalkan dewan isap rokok. Tak baik lah korang...

Dah settle

2005-09-08T12:53:00.000+08:00

Luckily i went to see Mr Han yesterday...

It turn out that everything they assumed were wrong. I went to see him and we managed to tok. He's helpful. Ya, i have to beg and explain everything about DK and their politics to Mr Han, and guess wat, REBANA PERCUSSION ON ITS WAY MAN~!!!

All this while he tot that we could rent the percussion. Tts y the process of the rebana thing was delayed. But he got it all wrong. Nobody explained it to him that renting percussions is a taboo in the dikir barat world. He asked me out to quote the price for the percussion at two different shops, and im so happy that he asked me that.

Ya...i learn my lesson. Dun expect a middleman to convey message to others. Hey UniQue(Aida), ape2 nanti i need help i msg any of u guys...i feel glad that everything goes well...At least something has been achieved rather than waiting n waiting n waiting n i got frustrated day by day.

Im going to kampong and arab street to quote the price...till then...wahHAhaAHHaHa!

Bingitness(2)

2005-09-07T16:07:00.000+08:00

Muhammad Farhan, Head of DK MCG. Tapi kerje die kena dgr ckp org mengenai hal ehwal DK MCG. Dayus nye aku ni...dipijak oleh bdk2 yg jauh lebih muda dari aku. Musim buruk melanda aku for now. Pls leave me alone Mr Bad luck.

Dorang pe reason tak kasi aku jumpa Mr Han is nanti aku pester die...Nanti dari die nak tolong sampai die tak nak tolong.

Korang tengok phrase yg Fadhil reply pat aku? Is he saying that i will pester Han? Did he ever see me doing the job b4? Aku belum buat pape pon. Wat make him and others make the assumption about me tt way? Is it fair for me? I tot im the eldest, the abg in MCG...but im being fooled by this people who are younger than me.

Wish Heikal or Wak is arnd man...im helpless now. And im an angry man...Watch out.

Bingitness...

2005-08-31T08:48:00.000+08:00

Di hening pagi ini, lenggok lembut gemalai jari jemari ku ini menari, menaip warkah yg aku lalui sepanjang hari semlm dan hari2 yg sebelumnya.

Aku sedang melalui detik2 kehidupan yg penuh dengan kemarahan(bingit beb), bosan dan terasa ditinggalkan untuk bersendirian. Mengapa? Mengapa harus ku melalui ini? Suatu soalan yg berjawapan: Adat lumrah suka duka neraca gundah kehidupan.

Ku akui ku telah melalui coretan hidup yg penuh warna dan warni nya cukup indah. Ku mempunyai seorang kekasih yg sanggup membelai jiwa batin ku ini. Aku mempunyai ramai taulan, tidak boleh dinafikan. Aku bersyukur ke hadrat illahi kerana mempunyai keluarga yg harmoni. Coretan hidupku ini tampak sempurna, yg diinginkan oleh semua insan yg bergelar manusia.

Dear blogkepo,

This is to inform u that, Muhammad Farhan Bin Abu Bakar, is a male chauvinist. He cant stand gals or women who go over his head. He's willing to give equality and freedom to gals or women, but gals and women nowadays are trying to go beyond the 50-50 limit and claim the stake which makes it to 30-70. So where's the equality? Not all gals are like that but most of them are. One of the hint that the world is coming to an end.

Gals out there, please respect your boyfriend or any men out there if u want respect back in return. Do not take advantage of his kindness as a weakness. I know a few guys out there who are timid, more timid than a mouse. They let the women run the show. They let their galfriends embarrassed them in front of their friends and public. They were beaten till the popping up of a blue and black egg by their galfriends. They want to be gentleman, but thats not the right way playa! And gals? Trying to take advantage of the legal system here in Singapore? Kat dunia boleh lah, kat akhirat sendiri tanggung.

The issue of a woman imam also did raised many eyebrows and in a certain countries, it triggers angryness and even death threat were issues. Woman cannot be the imam. This is not about equality but its a religious rules. And there are even men following the prayers. Masyaallah!

Women said guys are jerks, its true, guys are not perfect. So are the women out there perfect? All of us are not perfect. So can i say women are also jerks? Yes. Humans are jerks. Fair enough? Im a jerk, u bloggers are also jerks. U walk on the street and u will see jerks walking around too. Many of them, with many different hairstyles, fashion and its multiracial here in Singapore. Multiracial jerks.

Another issue is polygamy. Its true guys are allow to practice polygamy, its not against any Islamic rules. But gals are not allow to practice polygamy. Why? Again, this not about equality but more to religious rules. But guys out there, dun take advantage of this rules either to satisfy yor hunger for sex. Ask yourself what if women are granted to practice polygamy. Wont u felt miserable when u have to share yor wife with other guys? Aku rasa gangbang agaknye. Maybe thats y the rules are stated like that. Tidak nanti merana lah kaum hawa di dunia ini.

Conclusion:
Para2 bloggers dan blogkepo, post ini bukanlah hendak menghentam kaum wanita mahupon sifat kekedian kaum lelaki zaman ini tetapi sekadar untuk memberi kesedaran kepada semua agar menjadi insan yg berhati mulia. Kepada pasangan2 yg ingin mendirikan rumahtangga, ambillah iktibar dari postini supaya rumahtangga anda semua akan aman dan berkekalan hingga ke anak cucu, insyaallah.

Farhan bukan lagi male chauvinist.

Computer lembab

2005-08-22T23:50:00.000+08:00

Sempat jugak aku blog skejap...

Aku actually tak nak blog uh skrg, tapi walhal ngah tunggu ni testimonial nak timbul pat friendster punye lah lembab...dah 10 minit aku tunggu namun satu word pon tak kuar. Dah kuar takpe, dah approve, tunggu lagi beb! Asik tunggu je bila mau game...

Nak tuliskan Biebie nye testimonial lagi...haiz...dah approve kena tunggu lagi. (tengok screen friendster jap) haiz..masih loading...sial tul...aku nak tido!! Computer suar!....

Haiz...Nak type pon malas. Wednesday aku ada presentation.(tengok screen friedster jap) Masih loading....ok...busu belikan baju formal uh smlm...and necktie...ok..tts my bday present. Thx busu!

Skrg aku nak tido...dah janji biebie nak tido tapi tak tido2. Blame on this loading thing! (tengok screen friendster jap) masih loading lagi!

Ok...skrg aku nak pegi minum susu jap..brb...

Ok...dah balik...! (tengok screen friendster jap) haiz...masih loading! ok srkg darah aku nak go upstairs kejap... So aku dah penah type aku nak gi surf net...bye bye! Fucking friendster!

Happy Bday to me

2005-08-20T21:54:00.000+08:00

Its my bday yesterday...19th august. I turn 18 yesterday...hehe..20 lah!

Thx everyone for wishing me and the presents too. Fers person to wish me was Awin. Quite not expecting from her to wish me, fers person some more, coz i expected the mcg peeps to sms me fers, exception for my biebie who was the fers person to wish me...i lup u!

The most touching part is the message sent by my mum. Touching sae.

"Happy BIRTHDAY sayang! Mudah2 mak doakanagar An menjadi anak yg baik. Dapat menjadi anak yg dapat memberi contoh kepada adik2 dan menjadi anak yg sholeh."...my mum nye message.

Thx Azila for the presents. Actually that will be my fers present from a friend after so many2 years. The last time i received a present from a friend was when i was 6 years? Yeah...6 years.
Except for biebie lah...she gave me present...

That's all lah ..

Polemik Politik

2005-07-29T12:59:00.000+08:00

Sikit hari aku tak terlepas tengok cerita adik aku pinjam dari kwn die "The Italian Job" (kalau sesiapa belum tengok, tak payah buang masa) yang ada Charlize Theron dengan Edward Norton. Sebenar-benarnya takde apa yang baik sangat pasal cerita tu. Plot dia cliche sikit, members tikam members, kawan makan kawan. Tapi tema yang macam gini buat aku terpikir sekejap, kenapalah moviemakers suka sangat buat cerita pasal double-crossing ni semua. Walaupun dah oversell atau passe, mereka tetap yakin cerita-cerita dorang ni mesti terjual juga. Apakah nilai-nilai jagat yang terkandung dalam cerita-cerita demikian yang menambat penonton-penonton seantero dunia...

Mungkin kerana penonton-penonton senang nak relate to the movie sebab ada terhubung-kait dan tersangkut-paut dengan realitas hidup masing-masing. Apa tidaknya, mana-mana dalam hidup kita ada cerita rebutan kuasalah, nak kaup hartalah, nak kejar pangkatlah dan macam-macam lagilah. Kat dalam ofis ada office politic, kat sekolah pun sama, masa kat NS tentunya ada, pendek kata mana-mana ada politik. Ni cerita pasal politik ni bukan tertakluk kat dewan parlimen je, di mana parti-parti pemerintah dan pembangkang sibuk hujah-bersidang dari pagi ke petang demi pencaturan sesebuah negara.

Sebut-sebut pasal polemik politik ni, dalam dk barat pun memang dah terserlah nyata dasar-dasar kepolitikannya. Kekadang dah sampai nak loya dan muak nak cakap pasal politik dikir barat. Tapi yang sebenar, politik ni bukanlah isu yang kotor atau jijik, ia hanyalah sifat dan tabii manusia yang sering dahagakan kuasa dan kepuasan mendominasi dan memonopoli.

Meh, cuba kita pelan-pelan tarik rambut, selak-selak sikit di mana dan bagaimana tercetusnya politik dalam seni dikir barat yang kita sanjungi ini. Mula-mula sekali, kita tengok;

Ketua / Pengasas / Perintis

Ketua-ketua sesebuah kumpulan itu tentunya mesti ada nilai kepimpinan dan ketrampilan yang menarik, sebab itu ramai bebudak yang sanggup habiskan masa libur mereka untuk turut serta bergiat dalam seni ini. Ketua-ketua ini mestilah terrer bab-bab main politik ni jugak, mesti bijak muntahkan kata-kata semangat sebab nak bangkitkan kesetiaan ahli-ahlinya kepada kumpulan tersebut. Kalau tak, bebudak dia confirm lari kat kumpulan yang dipayung oleh ketua-ketua yang lebih berkesan politiknya.

Bakat-Bakat Terpendam

Bagi mereka yang beriya-iya nak tunjukkan bakat dan gaya mereka supaya dapat terpilih jadi Tok Juara atau Tukang Karut pun nak kena pandai berpolitik. Nak kena 'angkat' ketua-ketua mereka sikit, nak kena pandai ambik hati members jugak, asalkan dapat support. Sibuklah dia belikan kopi ke rokok ke untuk bebudak, sibuk jugak dia tolong gosokkan baju, polish gong dan canang, angkatkan rebana dan sebagainya demi menambat hati sekelian ahli-ahli yang lain. Ini pun kira taktik politik jugak. Taklah kotor sangat, cuma opportunistic aje.

Awok-Awok

Bab politik awak-awak ni nampak ketara sangat bila time nak 'selection', sehari dua sebelum comp. Yang selalu datang lambat pasal tuition la, ngaji la, mak marah la (padahal kena spot kat Mall baru tengok wayang ngan pompuan) terus start main politik. Mulalah dorang datang siang-siang giler, setep carikan ragam la, semua jadi 'si beh On', padahal walhal nak cover mistake yang lepas-lepas. Haiiii, ni game semua dah baca lerr...

Penulis Senikata / Penggubah Lagu

This cream of people lagi bijak berpolitik. Kadang-kadang unsur politik dan propaganda mereka ada sulit-terselit di sebalik bait-bait kekata dan irama yang mengkhayalkan. Cuma tak ramai yang sedar akan agenda masing-masing. Hanya yang tahu, tahu-tahu sajalah. Lain kali cuba selami intipati naskah senikata dan lagu sesebuah kumpulan itu. Nilaikan dan cerakin hati-hati. Siapa yang tergigit lada, mulut berbisa.

Penyokong / Fan Club

Kelab yang ini pun dasyhat berpolitik. Kalau kita tengok, sebelum mula mana-mana pertandingan mestilah ribut mesej-mesej dan pesanan-pesanan penaja yang positif dan negatif yang digembar-gemburkan di ceruk-pelusuk negeri. Baik di Mirc, www.dikirbarat.com, forum-forum virtual, di kedai kopi sebelah CC, mesti ada tilikan dan ramalan para penyokong yang arif lagi bijaksana sekelian. Bahan-bahan mulut ni semua bak ragi yang menyemarakkan dan membakar semangat para ahli-ahli kumpulan itu untuk lebih ghairah tatkala buat persembahan nanti.

Orang Kuat CC

Sebut pasal politik orang kuat kiri kanan CC nak kena hati-hati sikit. Mereka selalunya tergolong dalam kategori veteran atau senior yang dah lama berkecimpung dalam kegiatan akar-umbi. Niat mereka memang sentiasa baik. Mereka nak tengok anak-anak muda seperti kita aktif dalam kegiatan yang melibatkan nilai-nilai kemasyarakatan dan sebagainya. Cuma kekadang, cara mereka ni agak tak sesuai dengan cara kumpulan itu dikendalikan. Walau macam mana pun, kita harus terima sebab tanpa dorang semua, takdelah tempat aircon untuk bebudak ni nak training.

Seperti mana-mana kegiatan seni yang lain juga, politik atau siasah nyata terserlah di setiap sudut dikir barat. Kita harus akur bahawa politik bukanlah sesuatu isu yang kotor atau jijik diperbualkan atau diamali. Ia sesuatu adat atau budaya kemanusiaan. Sama ada suka atau tidak, secara tidak langsung dan secara naluri, kita terjebak sama. Kesimpulannya, dengan menyedari hal ini, setiap anggota atau penggiat dk barat haruslah memainkan peranan yang betul dan beretika. Kalau ada yang dah biasa main lempar batu sembunyi tangan tu, jantan-jantankanlah diri. Dan untuk mereka yang selalu main tikam-tikam belakang, jaga bayang-bayang kat belakang. Esok lusa mungkin tertikam diri sendiri.

Problem!!

2005-07-25T10:57:00.000+08:00

Andai diungkap dedaun masa
Ibarat rintihan lama
Cercah bersama sekalung nyawa
Mengharung hati

Problem, dah habis, lagi satu dtg. Rencah kehidupan...tanpa ia, tiada serilah kehidupan ini. Adui!!!

Skrg ni mcm ramai yg kejar aku suruh buat tu ini. Fers, (drum roll) Adrian See, my FYPJ supervisor. Cinone ni suruh aku enhanced benda programming pakai C#. Dah lah tu tak kasi aku die pe details ape aku nak buat. Skrg ni aku kena blajar everything on my own. Siak tul. Die kasi aku partially completed program ngan robot. Die ckp connect the robot to the computer and program the robot until it move. Huh!? He's now hot on my toes.

Second, Chew Liang Huat. The NE project supervisor. Ni lagi satu, pagi2 buta sms aku suruh submit the project i am doing ASAP and my group member. Dah lah aku takda group member pasal keliling aku ni sume cinone mata sepet. Ada kwn melayu pon tak guna. Melayu belot! Nasib baik satu je.

Thirdly, Cikgu Arshad. Ni pasal aku tak gi NDP buat duty, tapi gi NDP duduk ngan family and Mar. My fault also coz my family really persuaded me to go, and im sick that day and i didnt manage to enjoy the NDP. My fault for taking the NDP tix for my family, my fault oso for using Raudha two free tix to sit alongside Mar and my family. My mistake oso to misuse the MC that is given to me by the doctor. Btw, kalo aku fikir balik, kalo aku buat duty, kene diri all the way. Kalo tak, den dpt duduk. Kalo lah aku diri je satu hari, skali aku pengsan, dah jatuh air muka aku. Budak ni tinggi besar tapi lembik. Dah medic kene buat keje. Kan menyusahkan cikgu. Cikgu tak fikir tau. Die fikir pasal aku nye salah je...Maybe pasal die bingit aku ambik NDP tix. Diorang sume nak kasi NDP tiket ni kemut ckit...

Forthly, Zainal, the assistant manager @ ECP McDonalds/McCafe. Die asik kol aku je suruh keje. Ape ni? I have given him my schedule, masih kol...kata tak cukup org yg keje. Padahal ribut sak budak baru bila aku dtg keje. Alasan die suruh aku keje, there's not many experience people and this new people are not really independent. Nak tak nak, terpaksa keje. Takpe, makanan Mcdonald dah bnyk masuk dlm perut. Sampai kembung perut.

Tolong lah...cukup lah 4 org ni kejar mengejar aku! Please leave Farhan alone!...
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Im running away

2005-07-15T12:02:00.000+08:00

Im kinda thinking really hard rite now. I was waiting for Mar to finish her tuition session and for 45 minutes, i was thinking how i wish i cud go back in time...n dun wanna come back. GO back to the time when im in year 1.

We were having so much fun then, although we are only the juniors by then and we were totally clueless about where we were heading to. We quit Belia Muda(BM) at Bishan North CC and join Remaja Artistik(RA) at woodlands CC. Also, it turn out to be disastrous and alas we managed to overcome everything and set up Pusaka Seni by ourselves. We overcome so many things. We met many types of person. Im really sad that there's only three of us left. Me, rafi and Azila. Mmg dulu aku pernah tak setuju ngan si Azila ni, tapi skrg ni bole jadi comfortable befriending her. Now its not like b4. Each and every of us has our own problems. Me myself has so many things to think of. Mane nak pikir pasal projects, attachment presentation, lecturer nye berleter(pompan), mindset tak betul, kwn ikut kwn, scandal yg bole menyebabkan aku hilang kepercayaan terhadap wanita, people opening other people flaws but the person itself do the same thing, yg mulut laser mengutuk org tanpa kata alas, abe bila kene diri sendiri tau marah, yg bossy yg menggunakan post masing2 untuk being bossy. Nasib baik my relationship(friendship) wif Qai has gone back to normal. But one down, yg dtg lagi bnyk.

I felt as if people were against me all the time...Not like b4, i can make so many jokes and lame stuffs to cheer other people up. We the pioneer always look forward to MCG practices..upon meeting each other. Skrg people there were questioning my integrity. My committement towards MCG...HELLO! $@$#$$4 aku commit separuh nyawa pat sana sampai date aku pon kdg2 terpaksa cancel, ur there questioning my committement, if u ask me what did i do, tak mo ckplah. Terlari sana sini...arrgghh aku takmo ungkit. Berkata2 kena beralas berbual skali sudahlah. Kena repeat sampai buat org irritating.Only certain people know wat i always do when tt person is irritating. I dun like org suka memerintah. Lepas tu bohong lak tu!!! Nak pegi Office konon. Kwn2, ape sepatutnya aku buat pat org ni? Nak continue blast die pat blog aku ni? Ape? Takmo? Ok...ni pasal member rapat pe pasal lah yg ngah NS. Kalo tak mmg dah kene rabak2.

I guess kita dulu happy pasal we respect each other. Tu pasal kita happy. Tak pernah aku nampak kita tinggikan suara, kecikkan hati each other. Sampailah skrg tak pernah kita buat mcm gitu. But these people who join us, some lah, not all, dorang are not the same mcm kita dulu. They need a fren, but they dun respect their fren. Sesuka hati kecikkan hati org, sesuka hati tinggikan suara sampai org tersinggung...Abe memerintah org suruh angkatkan beg? Kita org2 lama diam je...but we feel this is too much. Dorang ingat dorang dah lama ngan kita, yg tu sume dorang tak sedar...kita lagi lama ngan each other.

Mar bilang, ape mau pikir pasal problem org lain? Ok maybe the problems above tidak melibatkan aku. But, ni sume kene mengena ngan MCG. Im so sad that things had turn out this way.

Nanti aku buat reunion uh...Only org2 yg dari year 1 together...and i mean dari year 1 DRAMA Belia Muda 2003, dari time2 kita susah, kita bangun sesama...Only yg rapat ngan kita MASA BELIA MUDA 2003...JUS TO MAKE IT CLEAR...thx...fuuuiiii..!

My previous post

2005-07-10T13:50:00.000+08:00

My previous post was full of marah2.

Dah bebual...ok guys. Skrg kita dah baik mcm dulu, so dun ever break the NYP bonding u outsiders.. Dun influence the NYPians to turn their head against me...for god sake...pls dun take away my hard earn effort!!! And all guys nye Hard earn effort n semangat! Ingat ehh...

Ok tt guy, sori for the misunderstandings...bnyk2 sori...just feel so mad coz ur working with someone who actually i dun agree wif...u make me feel as if ur turning yor back against me. Tapi skrg u have tok to me...n skrg i'll understand what u've gone thru. U r welcome to play nyp anytime...Platform for experience and exposure kita bdk2 nyp akan same2 experience it.

Ok skrg aku masih tak happy. Apasal outsiders must intervene wif hal2 ehwal MCG? Y must they do dis to us, kasi kita malu and then break us up. I remember an outsider who was not involve langsung dlm nyp production dtg tanye Farhana, "Baru nak start?" in a sarcastic way, pasal masa tu kita start lmbt due to some technical problems regarding the lightings and props. Wat do they feel making us fight wif each other? Ya we fight and he have the last laugh. Make me look like a fool...I hope i'll not see this people ever again...

Last...

2005-07-09T02:08:00.000+08:00

Today my last day on attachment...doesnt feel a thing...haha..monday must go back to that place to do my presentation coz my supervisor is on leave...die balik philippine..

Yesterday was kinda emotional for me...my best frens are going. Consolation that i still had rafi and fadhil. But the sadness cant be hidden anymore. I just cant control my emotions. For the past years since i step into NYP, they are the ones who i always look upon to meet up after a tough day at lectures and tutorials. Heikal, since IRAS...ahhgghh! Too many memories..gd memories...simply too sad to mention all...See guys! I've been working wif them for simply like many years but i didnt seem to encounter so much problem like i encounter now.

Ya thx to tt person who blasted me in MSN...Sarcastic way. Actually i kinda dont have any hard feelings at fers. But the way he toks and the way he manipulated seems too much for me. TOO MAMAK!!! Everybody at MCG seems to know how i worked. Im fun and easygoing and doesnt make people listen to wat am i going to say only. I listen to people oso. And this guy whom i wont mention his name, the only ALIEN who now i wont respect and wont care, blasted me saying words that im not. Im thankful to have such a wonderful MCG peeps. I oso confused y he did that lah. Personal agenda..he thinks im a no good...NVM! I take it positively and will show it to people that i can do it. He kena influenced? That oso played a part. Asked people not to tok behind people's back, but...haiz...kena stab in the back lah aku ni...Tts y susah nak cari kwn mcm Wak, heikal and faisal. Tts y im thanking my lucky stars that i still have my mcg peeps and oso rafi and fadhil. Tengok uh..dpt kwn..kwn makan kwn..mana aku tak sedih~!

Ok...im the one who tarik budak dk masuk the NYP dk barat team. I trained them from langsung tak tau pape...sampai sume united, bersatu and good! ... N he and all the muthafuckers out there seems to steal all my hard earn effort...Guys, how do u feel when yor hard earn efforts are being taken away just like tt? I worked hard to establish this dk barat team. Y do this people had to do this? He's the one!!! Y must he make my dk barat boys turn their heads against me? N when my boys made their decisions to stick to me, he just left just like tt. Thx to Zul silat and fadhil..bros, i owe u one. And oso credits to the boys. Give them the credit! GIve them!...

Tell u wat tt person. I never mention yor name in my post but if u do felt its u im toking about, u have said wat u said to me. The no hard feelings sentiment towards u last time had disappear. I easily trust people. But if people betrayed that trust...no more trust. Thx for yor help! N dun ever take my hard earn effort away...Ingat...

Thx Everyone!

2005-07-04T10:08:00.000+08:00

1st July, Layar Andayu 2005, Sepintas Kasih Secebis Harapan...

Had a fair share of its ups and downs...we managed to pull it off.. Had many feedback from many people from different lapisan umur from anak kecil to anak dara, bujang and lastly the senior makcik and pakcik. They all said we are good! Even Hanisah si makcik drama mama who always full of critics say we are good! Congrats u guys! ...The Berita Harian reporter, shahirah and her BH photographer said they had a good time and our production will be published in the Berita Harian dis Saturday. Wat a way to bring nama MCG NANYANG POLY up! Maju Andayu! ....

Thx everyone for making who am i rite now. Its totally a different experience from my secondary school life. During my secondary days, i didnt felt anything when i left my frens there. But i was suprised that im so emotional during the debrief for the camp and production. i managed to tok about how i am proud of my Dk boys...they are superb. I began to cry a lot when im gonna pay my tribute to my three bestfriends who are going to left us to serve the nation. I've been thru a lot wif them, the smiles, the sorrows and the laughter. They are my motivation to skip school and attachment to come to MCG training. I donno if im able to commit myself to MCG again if they are not around. At least there are Rafi and Fadhil around...but things wont be the same without the 6 of us again. I hope things wont change and i hope that the three of u might come back after yor three months BMT for the future production. Hari raya kena sewa dua bus dis time round coz we are now a big family with the freshies around.

About our production, we manage to silent our critics. Those who said our production will be a flop...im sori, our production will be published in the Berita Harian...Name NYP akan naik...so just read up k.

Thx to Mar, busu, nenek and cik asiah for coming to the production...Sori Mar for not spending more time wif u dis week. Nenek suruh hantar Mar balik but Mar ada Dinah and Yati along...kereta tak muat nak taruk nenek, busu cik asiah, Mar, Dinah and Yati. So sori Mar....

Dah thx for everything...GUYS THX FOR MAKING ME WHO IM RITE NOW...

Ilmu Ghaib @ Dikir Barat

2005-06-21T15:58:00.000+08:00

Ilmu Ghaib @ Dikir Barat

Realiti atau Fantasi?

Ada juga kita terdengar tentang perkara yang luar biasa yang berlaku di dalam arena seni. Perkara-perkara ini melibat pengunaan ilmu ghaib di dalam sebuah persembahan atau pertandingan. Justeru tidak hairanlah dalam memburu kejayaan, manusia sanggup melakukan apa sahaja termasuk menggunakan cara-cara yang mistik. Ade segelintir yang menggunakan kekuatan ilmu ghaib untuk menang seperti pertandingan nyanyian, dangdut, puisi dan juga dikir barat. Mereka melakukan ini untuk memperolehi kejayaan bukan saja demi wang tetapi juga untuk nama. Ada juga menggunakannya untuk menarik simpati para penonton dan pengadil atau kerana tidak mempunyai keyakinan pada diri sendiri. Ada penggiat seni yang mengatakan penggunaan cara-cara mistik ini tidak salah asalkan ia tidak bertujuan untuk menyakiti orang lain.

Ilmu ghaib ini boleh dibahagikan kepada dua cara iaitu cara halus dan cara kasar. Cara halus ialah untuk mempengaruhi pernilaian juri manakala cara kasar agak berbahaya iaitu menyakiti orang lain. Perkara-perkara yang tertulis dibawah ini adalah contoh ilmu ghaib yang disebutkan wujud pada akhir tahun 80an dan awal 90an dalam arena dikir Singapura. Maka, ia dicatatkan sebagai satu dokumentasi dan sumber-sumber cerita diperolehi oleh kata-kata mulut sahaja. Rekaan atau fantasi terpulang kepada pembaca. Tetapi terdapat beberapa isu yang "benar" kerana saya pernah melihatnya dengan mata saya sendiri.

Tanjak berkuasa

Tanjak berkuasa dikatakan mempunyai kuasa yang mistik sekali. Pernah dikatakan bahawa individu-individu yang menggunakanya adalah tok juara dan tukang karut. Mereka percaya bahawa dengan memggunakan tanjak berkuasa itu, mereka akan memberi persembahan yang begitu ketara dan menarik hati penonton dan pihak juri. Tanjak ini adakalanya diberi oleh orang yang menuntut ilmu atau telah dijampikan. Sesiapa yang mengambil tanjak ini harus menjaga pantang larang. Tanjak itu pun harus dikemiyankan pada setiap malam Jumaat supaya kuasanya tidak hilang. Satu-satunya pantang larang ialah tanjak itu tidak boleh dipakai oleh orang lain.

Penjaga rebana

Seperti tanjak berkuasa, rebana juga mempunyai "penjaganya". Ilmu ini sering diturunkan oleh orang yang membuat rebana kepada anak muridnya atau sesiapa yang membelinya. Rebana ini selalu dikemiyankan pada malam Jumaat dan dibiarkan tanpa disedak buat satu malam. Ada juga yang mengikat kain kuning atau kain keramat di rebana mereka semasa persembahan atau pertandingan. Dikatakan "penjaga" rebana akan rasuk ke dalam pemain rebana sejurus rebana itu dimainkan. Pernahkah anda mendengar pukulan rebana pada waktu malam tetapi tidak ada orang yang memukulnya? Saya pernah ekali.Sebab itulah orang lama cakap jangan main alat pukulan pada waktu malam.

Kunci/tabur gelanggang

Ada juga mengatakan bahawa terdapat individu/kumpulan yang sering mengunci atau menabur gelanggang. Tujuan utama mereka membuat demikian adalah supaya kumpulan-kumpulan lain akan hilang seri dan memberikan persembahan yang tidak memuaskan. Ia membuat awok-awok tidak konfiden dan berterabuh. Juara dan karut juga adakala akan lupa lirik. Cara mengunci gelanggang mempunyai dua cara. Satu cara adalah bila masa giliran untuk masuk, si individu akan memijak gelanggang dengan kaki kanannya dan terus membaca ilmu yang diturunkan. Cara kedua pula adalah untuk menabur serbuk di gelanggang. Untuk menabur, si individu akan datang lebih awal untuk melihat gelanggang dan dengan cara sembunyi atau terbuka menabur serbuk, bedak atau tepung di gelanggang tersebut. Taburan selalu dibuat sebelum persembahan atau pertandingan itu dimulakan.

Air jambi awok-awok
Air selalunya dijampi oleh individu atau ketua kumpulan. Air yang diggunakan adalah air jarang. Selepas dijampi, air itu akan diletakkan ke bibir bawah setiap awok-awok di dalam kumpulan itu oleh si penjampi. Kepercayaan mereka adalah suara awok-awok akan lebih matang,satu dan kuat.

Lain-lain
Ilmu lain yang sering diperkatakan yang ada kaitannya dengan dikir barat adalah seperti buluh perindu, seri muka, buka gelanggang dan sebagainya.

Aku ngah biol ni

2005-06-07T16:46:00.000+08:00

I had just finished talking with Mar. Im quite unhappy with a person..to be precise..pat MCG. If u a regular visitor at ma blog...this had been a tradition for me to hentam ppl who i dun like or unhappy with at ma blog.

I really pissed off with tt person. If she dun like the way i am n how i behaved, she dun have to drop my waterface in front of the whole MCG peeps. Kata tu beralas ckit uh. Tak suka, buat bodoh sudahlah. Wat happen if she's in my place? Wud she like it? Tell me lah who like? Sape suka? N one think, i think she's petty and unreasonable, although she look not so like tt. Execption from the previous kutuk post, i wud neva mention her name. Im a peaceful guy. Kalo aku mention confirm perang besar, kerna ego masing. I dun wish to see tt. Actually she really pissed me off with wat she say, long b4 dis happened...cume reason die i must accept coz kita takleh halang ape perasaan dan perception org kan.

To all of u, a message from me. Dun ever piss me off! Aku tak kacau kau, kau jgn kacau aku!

So, if ur in MCG, n i neva tok to u after this post had been published, u know lah ya, ur the gal.

Asiknya berdikir

2005-06-01T23:41:00.000+08:00

Im still in the mood for dk...donno y...Sesape budak Keris...pls kol me up for training...i dun mind going to Bukit Batok as Mar oso lives there. But i wanna be back playing dk with u all. i wanna be on stage. Its been so long since i went up the stage and perform in front of many people. I know Piala Tony Tan(Ulan) around the corner and there's no way i'll be performing. But I wanna play Piala Citra and dikirbarathon.

I read the guestbook at dikirbarat.com. This people tak abis2 kutuk mengutuk. Dah adat pertandingan...ada kalah ada menang. ITE tampines, singapore Poly and Hai sing Catholic are the winners...just accept lah. Tak yah nak pertikaikan keputusan para pengadil. Btw the pengadil lagi arif dlm arena seni dikirbarat, having gone into this for nearly 20 years. Ppl like bobo, Abg Im, Ayun and Farihan...to them hats off.

Bob and hamdan did asked me to come down for training, but tengoklah, production MCG coming up. Then ada club crawl. I try lah make time. Ok..aku dah malas nak type lagi, keyboard ni keras lah..penat sak type. Ok gua ciaoz..

Piala Khatulistiwa

2005-05-31T09:09:00.000+08:00

Last saturday adalah aku gi tengok dikir competition pat ngee ann poly. Interschool nye competition.

Me and Mar datang lmbt coz the day b4 i have to work until 6am so penat ler..bangun arnd kul 10...so sampai sana meet Mar at arnd 12 nak dekat kul 1. Kita masuk ..it was Marsiling secondary nye performance. They were quite gd..the karut quite cute and candi. Bnyk ikut style Kumpulan Ulan...coz budak2 Ulan pe yg ajar skola dorang.

Was quite expecting Panjy sri Temasek..coz Sabri semangat gila asik training je sampai aku kene cover die per keje...bukan satu hari..3 hari! WOI!!! Pampeir pe!! Kalau ye pon kol aku tu reply ler...

The biggest bomb was Kenca tirana of Hai Seng Catholic. They were jus a bunch of secondary school student...kecik2 lagi and their mentor is so called from Panjy ler...
BUT! Their performance eh ...kasi bulu roma aku ternaik ...serious lah...Suara juara dorang punyalah mendayu2 and berombak tsunami..tsunami pon kalah. Matang gila siol for a sec 2 guy...But of coz takleh lawan Syed nye suara yg mcm org mengaji and of coz he go on to win Juara Terbaik...beating Munir. SP was gd! Their frontmen of Syed and Akhmal, the Anugerah winner last yer. They are simply too gd for any other teams lah. Except for Anang of ITE Tampines. No suprise coz all of the peeps there are from giant grp consist of Durba, Andika, Neng Nyno and Keponakan22. IF they doesnt perform, mmg kene kutuk gila lah.

Neway, masa the competition berlangsung, aku ada berangan kononnye NYP masuk ler...den dpt komen judges yakni kita ni bagus. And go on to win at least a 3rd place. I mean the competition was so tense up there on stage...and im quite disappointed tt NYP not in it. Nak blame the MCG, simply tak baik uh...but i sincerely think, kalo ada time machine and i can go back to zaman Yati Gemuk jadi MCG president, aku rasa NYP dah lama masuk...simply bcoz i think she doesnt follow by the books tt much and oso, she's in DK and she got a lot of contacts of the NYP Alumni yg slalu main dk mcm Razali Andika. Syg seribu kali syg...

Sepedas Kekata Berbicara
Indahnya Bahasa
Pewaris Seni
Budaya Kita
Warisan Ibunda...

Tengok, aku dah semangat dk.
Here's the result of the competition.

Results Piala Khatulistiwa

Im at work

2005-05-25T10:05:00.000+08:00

When something bad happens to u, everything seems to go against yor way.

My pimple seems to give me a lot of problem. Its almost a month and the pimple still wont go away. So stress...org kata pimple develop bcoz ur stress or not enuf sleep. Ok im stress, but im stress bcoz of that pimple. Call me vain..watever...ppl comment bout my looks...except for my bie. I think she dun want to make me worry. Donno...But sincerely i wud like to thank the peeps who like somehow tegur lah...tak ambik hati pat dorang cume im wondering wat shud i do next to get rid of this motherfucking pimples and prevent it from developing onto my skin...

Den duit budget...ni aku ada niat nak beli contacts tapi kedai pat AMK tu dah tutup. Kene gi Toa Payoh...

Tempat keje skrg for 3 straight days aku takda keje nak buat. Pasal aku dah abis keje aku. Supervisor aku bilang aku suruh rileks pasal im finishing too soon...and he don want me to finish up the thing early. I do not heed his advice and continue working until i finish up my work...den skrg takda keje nak buat. So hari2 masuk friendster sampai berpuluh2 kali...main hp..tok on the fone, makan abe tulis lirik lagu dk. Tulah aku buat for 3 straight days.

Jet ski and Banana Boat

2005-05-21T12:01:00.000+08:00

Lat wed, 18/5/05 was an experience of a lifetime...The fers time i follow the McD peeps...campur lah ngan McCafe go youth outing. At fers aku ingatkan pegi some place yg boring mcm sentosa picnic or might be worse, Jurong bird park. Aku bilanglah ngan yg in charge, Kak Rozy, kita nye star Ambasodor yg aku kalo ni tempat sume aku malas nak pegi. Kak rozy pulak ckp we will be going to an interesting place where we will experience probably the first time in our entire life.

So aku ckp "let's see!"...So aku ni kan jarang keje McCafe disebabkan yg aku ni attachment. So bila aku keje time weekend, si Fazilah ngan Lela, oso star ambasador Mcdonald pat ECP, bilang aku yg the outing is at Tanah Merah and the place is called 'SAF Yatch Club', baru bukak ler club tu. Aku pun tanye lah buat ape sae kita outing pat situ...

Rupanye kita sume gi JET SKI AND BANANA BOAT RIDING LAH! Fuh..!

Senyap aku seketika bila si gadis2 jelita(ooops!) tersebut bilang aku tu sume...senyap bukan pasal the gals but pasal ..siak uh...fers time sak gi jet ski ...free lak tu!..kalo korang pegi sorang confirm kene bayar mahal..tak bedek..

So tt day aku pon mintak leave dari Supervisor aku ckp ada club crawl meeting pat skola, padahal aku gi jet ski..hehe! Bangun lambat tt wednesday..at last!..

Went to ECP...n meet up with Serene, Farhaanah and Lina...den headed towards Tanah Merah MRT. From there ada van kecik uh ambik kita pegi die pe Yatch Club...

Dah sampai sume...kita pon rilek2 tepi beach..aku, Farhan Ramli ngan Fazly Hulk. Bebual pasal ape yg sepatutnya kita bebual. Haha!

Den dtg lagi bnyk grp...i mean crew Mcdonald and McCafe..tapi sume nye geng2 kita plus a few cinone...

We change to our beach shorts and the gals to Bikini..tapi dorang paka t shirt outside...ler...tunggulah kita nye turn naik jet ski and banana boat.

Banana boat ni kena naik in a group of maximum 5, minimum 3. Aku ingatkan safe lah...skali dis fers group yg pegi..pat tengah2 laut boat tu terbalik lah siak!...Nasib baik pakai life jacket...Kita kat beach sume mcm..."Siak uh!"...

Rupanya yg part jatuh tu yg interesting part die...

ITs my turn now to ride the boat with ...alah senang kata ngan geng2 aku pat Mcd and Cafe. Naik uh...sume part ok..skali time die sharp turn je...sume jatuh...gerek dok!...

Ok pada sape masih clueless on how this banana boat riding..die mcm Wake boarding where a boat pulls u. But different from wakeboarding, this banana boat we must sit and hang on to the handle and when the boat pulls u...u will move bumpily..according to the wave lah. To part pon gerek...

Ok dah habis naik tu sume...terus aku naik jet ski. Ok..jet ski ni different from motorbike. Motorbike kita ada throttle to accelerate but jet ski kita pakai the brake to accelerate. There's no brake...kalo nak break just let go of the brake or simply make a sharp turn which is a hard thing to do since im a beginner and the jet ski is so heavy. To part gereknye when ur going very fast and the water keep splashing onto yor eyes as u feel the wind swipe against yor face..and u feel like u wanna go even faster.

Altogether i took the jet ski once and the banana boat thrice..the only person yg naik 3 kali..yg lain either satu atau dua.

Den mlm tu kita ada bbq. Makanan die mcm tak sedap tapi dah lapar nye pasal...mkn jelah. Tu pon tak cukup...time bbq..aku adalah taruk ayam aku pat grill..aku gi ambik rokok...dtg balik ayam aku gone. Geram sak..bukan skali..3 kali sak..all for different reason.

Mlm tu balik ngan serene...its so tiring...

Pengorbanan Ibu

2005-04-27T19:54:00.000+08:00

Tadi attachment, sumthing interesting. As for yor information, aku kene attachment pat SSMC, etch department and my position is associate engineer. Betul! Tak caya korang gi website SSMC..under people type name aku..Aku kene pat tempat yak ramai melayu uh...ramai engineer melayu plus a few foreigners from Myanmar, Phillipines and Korea. My supervisor is a filipino.

Den tadi as im doing my work, penat jap...rest. Dgr jap abg2 engineer melayu ni bebual..sembang2 jap. Kuar topic pasal bini bersalin.

Cite die gini....

Engineer tu name die Imran. Die bilang aku umur die 27 tahun lah...dah kahwin..baru setahun...die pun citelah pasal experience die timang fers cahaya mata...mcm tak percaya...adalah unsur2 tak senonoh yg kita lelaki bualkan...mcm, "Aku mcm tak caye siol dpt dukung anak aku hasil titik2 benih sperm aku." HAHAH! ...

Si bini die tuh nak melahirkan anak pertama. Yang kesiannya bini die tuh dah mengerang campor meraung berjam2 dah tapi anak dier still tak boleh keluar. Maklum ler, anak pertama. Orang kata, bersalin anak pertama memang payah.Orang kater ler, aku mana lah tau pasal aku tak pernah dan tak akan bersalin. Biler doktor check, rupanya2 saluran bini die tu kecik sangat, yelah 1st time kan. Tapi nak buat pembedahan 'Ceasarean'(ntah betul ke tak eja ni) tak boleh plak, pasal kepala bayi dah keluar sikit.

Cuba agak ape yang doktor tuh buat?

Doktor tuh straight ambik gunting belah saluran bini die tuh bagi besar supaya anak dier buleh keluar. Korang bayang lah camner sakitnyer kalau saluran tu kene potong. (takleh guna bius masa bersalin pasal nanti anak tu boleh lemas dan mati). Kalau takleh nak bayang..try la sendiri gunting saluran korang, 1 cm pon jadik la, tak kesah lah salur depan ke belakang ker, suka hati korang uh...aku tak campor. Kalau tak meraung satu kampung lepas tu pengsan...memang aku respek gile babinyer uh kat korang!! Lepas potong tu, straight darah menyembur cam air yang keluar masa korang bukak shower nak mandi pagi2. Si Imran ni bilang lagi darah mengalir cam air tumpah sampaikan lantai bilik bersalin tu penuh ngan darah, nurse2 pon tak sempat nak lap lantai tuh sampai bersih pasal darah tak berenti keluar, sampaikan ade 2-3 orang training nurse(aku rasa dari NYP) dier tak tahan straight keluar bilik bersalin lepas tu pitam.

Bukan nak kutuk bakal2 nurse dan nurse2 nyp tu coward ke aper tapi nak bagi gambaran betapa ngerinyer saat tu, budak medic yang stok bergelumang ngan darah hari2 pon tak tahan, inikan pulak kiter yang tengok luke sikit dah rasa loya dan mual. Lepas tu baru lah bayi tu boleh keluar ngan selamatnyer.

Itulah pergorbanan seorang ibu..sanggup mempertaruhkan nyawanya untuk melahirkan seorang anak. Cuba kita renungkan..ape telah kita buat untuk membalas budi baik ibu kamu itu? Tulah aku tengok skrg ramai remaja2 skrg ni mcm dah menyeleweng...

Aku nak cite pasal orang yang melebihkan2 matair lebih daripada mak bapak diorang sendiri. Mereka yang boleh bergayut 2-3 jam tetiap hari borak ngan matair tapi nak telepon rumah bila balik lmbt pon susah, sampai mak kat rumah tuh tak senang duduk risaukan anak die. Aku balik lmbt aku kol mak aku...nenek aku pon aku koling. Pastuh mereka2 yang hanya hafal besday matair dan bagi hadiah2 mahal gile babi kat matair dorang tapi besday mak haram tak pernah nak ingat malah seposen pon tak pernah bagi kat mak dier. Aku bukan nak bilang korang yg aku ni anak mitsali...Tapi at least aku ada kasi perut mak aku happy...doakan keselamatan die ape jua yg sepatutnya si anak buatlah...

Ni bukan repetition dan ni bukan jugak nak kutuk sesapa secara direct. Cam biasa...citer secara global. Kalau korang ade matair tapi korang still ingat kat mak bapak korang, takde hal lah kan, mcm aku and Bie. Sesapa yang terasa tuh..pepaham sendiri lah..bak kata pepatah, 'Saper yang beromen, dialah yang rasa ejakulasinyer'.

Sebenarnyer aku dah lama nak tulis pasal ni tapi takda time and tak tau mcmne nak start. Tapi tetibe tadi si Imran tu citer pasal bende yang bukak minda akuh pasal topik nih, tulis entry citer pasal pengalaman dier tengok bini die bersalin. Susah payahnya mak kiter melahirkan kiter, tapi kiter plak lupakan dier...

Haiz...aku ni attachment ke...bersembang tempat keje...ke blogging...entahlah...aku kira untung pasal keliling aku sume melayu...takda mat2 ngan minah2 berbaju formal bermata sepet.

Suluhkan Sinar

2005-04-26T20:57:00.000+08:00

Suluhkan Sinar - Artis Bersatu

Bayangkan hanya berbumbung langit
Berdinding sekadar angin
Kerana syurga mereka telah dimamah bencana
Satu harta yang tinggalHanya nyawa

Bayangkan semua insan tercinta
Dirampas sekelip mata hilang entah ke mana
Nisan pun tiada tempatnya
Warisan keluarga hanya pada nama

Chorus
Oh TuhanBeri ketabahan hati mereka
Menempuhi dugaan yang melanda
Kita sesama manusia turut mendoakan
Agar Kau suluhkan sinar dan harapan

Ketika kita bersyukur dilindung
Ada mereka diselubung pilu
Mengharungi hidup bergantung pada simpati
Masa depan hanya sejauh esok hari

Chorus

Attachment

2005-04-22T11:07:00.000+08:00

Dis monday dah start attachment...IT was at Pasir Ris Drive 1...System of Silicon Manufacturing Company(SSMC). Ape? Bukan...keje aku bukan inject besarkan tetek pompan ngan silicon...tapi buat grading system for tt company using Microsoft Access...So i had to read up back all the Access Books and review back wat i have learnt during my year 2 semester 1 about database management.

After i've being told about the project assigned to me, i was like kinda stressed out. Entah lah...! Pegi meeting pat CC pon mcm ada benda tak kena...walaupun bie was beside me...like sumting is gonna happen and im so dead worry about tt. Shitness...

For sure i'll gonna miss school and gonna spent 11 weeks there at SSMC...and one thing..i had no fren there coz im alone. Ada bilik sendiri pon tak guna..nak buat kwn ngan sape? Cik Pon? Dah mepek...

Ok...wish me all the best for my attachment eh...

Exam dah abis...

2005-04-15T12:35:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum semua.

Di sini saya ingin memberitahu anda pengunjung setia blog saya ini bahawasanya, peperiksaan saya telahpun selesai, alhamdullilah. HorraY! Keseronokkan yang saya alami skrg ini sungguh mengasyikkan hingga terbawa2 di alam mimpi yg penuh dengan fantasi indah tidak kiralah sama ada ia suci bersih ataupun kotor sekuning-kuningnya.Lagi kotor lagi indah beb!..hehe!

Sebaik saja saya melangkah keluar dari stadium tertutup NYP yg hangat lagi berbahang sebab saya pakai baju lengan panjang, lalu terus saya menghirup udara yg berAromakan kebebasan walaupun ianya pahit untuk ditelan disebabkan beg2 berbau hapak yg bertempiaran di pintu masuk stadium.

Dikala saat ini, walaupun peperiksaan saya telahpun selesai, tetapi saya masih merasa amat gelisah. Kenapa? Kerna tiada kerja yg hendak dibuat selain makan, melungsuri internet dan mencucuk2 perut mak saya yg buncit lagikan lembik. Setiap kali perutnya dicucuk, senduk ataupun apa sahaja ditangannya dihunus kearah saya lalu berkata dlm bahasa alien"EEErrrhgggghhh!"Saya masih hairan di mana agaknya beliau belajar bahasa alien tersebut.

Kepada semua kawan2, sahabat2ku dari MCG, insyaallah kita berjumpa pada hari Isnin ini.

Pada Bie, i'll see u tonight @ 1930 k..!

Entah dah lumrah dunia...

2005-04-13T13:10:00.000+08:00

Baru abis exam tadi..electronics and computer automation..susah dok! Aku spend 2 hrs pat paper tu pon tak bole abis. Aku blajar sampai tak tido satu mlm pon masih takleh buat. Jgn aku kene ambik supp paper sudah. Tak pernah and tak maulah ambik supp paper.

Ok, i've been recently bump onto my frens, to be specific, gals, and they are now attached. Oklah..im happy for them. But somehow, bila dorang terserempak ngan aku bila dorang ngah jalan ngan matair masing2, mcm ada benda yg tak kene. Mcm dulu jumpa, bukan main peramah, kalo bole sume cite pasal hidup die nak bilang. Tapi skrg, senyum pon ckit pe berat. I mean...wat were they thinking?

1)Either dun wan to make their BF jealous? Or
2)Dorang ingat aku shiok kat dorang, and konon nak tunjuk setia pada BF masing2, nak tegur mcm satu beban.

Yg tegur pon...nanti BF masing2 marah. Y?..i mean..dis people wanted to go into relationship but their mind set are still shallow...Nak tau kenapa dorang mcm gitu? Jawapannye ialah:-

AKU PON TAK TAU!!! hUAUAHAHAHAHA!!!!Tu sume mak dorang pe laki pe bapak pe cucu nye pasal lah!...In short term...TU DORANG PE PASAL LAH!...

Survey pasal aku dlm bahasa Melayu

2005-04-09T13:07:00.000+08:00

Survey aku dpt pat friendster..aku buatlah...hehe..~

SEBAIK SAJA BANGUN DARI TIDO
1.suara pertama yang didengar :
Suara nenek tersayang.."Oi bangun dah pagi ni"

2.perkara pertama yang dilakukan :Beri jawapan kepada nenek tersayang "Niari masok skolah lambat la" dan menarik selimut sambil menyambung mimpi yg tersekat.

3.surat khabar yang selalu dibaca:
Akhbar NewPaper dan Berita Harian

4.sarapan kegemaran:
Sebagai menyahut seruan Pemerintah agar pelajar melayu menaikan prestasi akademik, saya bersarapan dengan nasi dan lauk yg sedap-sedap.

5.lagu ideal untuk meletakkan "mood" :
Lagu "Mengintai jiran mandi dari lubang kunci"nyanyian kumpulan Exhaust. (Mengintai dari tirai kamar - Exist)

APA BILA DI LUAR

1.perkara/eksesori yang mesti ada pada saya :
Rambut palsu, rantai cap tengkorak dan stokin spare.(stokin asik koyak jelah)

2.saya suka tengok:
Anak-anak bangsa lain menjadi bebal dan melingkup tanpa pendidikan yang cukup sekaligus menyebabkan kemunduran di dalam masyarakat mereka.

3.bila orang yg saya tak kenal tenung saya :
Saya tenung balik sambil memberi muka yang tersangatlah mengerun kan kemudian bertanya "Beb,ader tukar syiling?"

4.saya paling tak mengerti apa bila orang :
menjalankan kutipan derma setiap minggu di pusat pertukaran bas di serata Singapura.

5.bila orang yg saya tak kenal menyinggung saya :
Saya akan menghunus seekor lidi ke dalam kepala hotak orang itu sehingga dia mengalami anjakan paradigma yang sangat dahsyat sambil saya berkata,"Sori naik lori ar beb"

APABILA BERJUMPA DENGAN KAWAN
1.yang pendiam? -
Saya akan mengesyorkan beliau agar merapat kansilaturahim bersama kawan-kawan beliau yg senasibdgn beliau di Sekolah Bagi Anak-anak Bisu.

2.yang pandai berjenaka?-
Saya akan turut berjenaka.

3.yang kreatif? -
Saya akan menasihatkan beliau sesungguhnya idea-idea beliau itu tidak akan memberi beliau masa depan yg cerah.

4.yang paling bijak berbelanja? -
Saya menasihatkan agar beliau menyerahkan segala dompet, kad kredit dan kad ATM kepada saya denganniat untuk membantu beliau menjaga budget bulanan.

5.yang asal main sondol aje?:
Saya akan menceritakan beliau kisah arwah rakan saya, yg mempunyai perangai yg sama seperti beliau.

MUSIK-TV

1.Lagu yang selalu dimain oleh saya :
Saya tak main lagu, tapi orang, kadang kala sahaja.

2.Kalau saya ada kumpulan nama kumpulan sayaialah :
Kumpulan Cheroot Hitam.

3.saya lebih suka mendengar lagu di :
telinga saya kerana mulut saya selalu mengunyah makanan.

4.kumpulan/penyanyi yang saya ingin berduet bersama dengan :
Antara kesilapan utama pelajar pada peperiksaan peringkat O tahun 2001 ialah membina ayat seperti di atas.

5. image saya :
Gaya, Keungulan..Hitam itu Perillys.(sudahlah! Rokok tak lepas!)

6.cerita yang saya ingin lihat di kaca tv :
Cerita Si Luncai Terjun Dengan Labu-Labunya

7.rancangan yang paling tidak diminati:
Rancangan yg menerapkan unsur-unsur negatif dan buruk seperti Berita Jam 8 dan Selamat Pagi Singapura.

HAL EHWAL

1.saya tidak akan persoalkan cara :
Media massa memperbesar-besarkan kematian seorang tokoh Kristian, sementara kematian Tokoh-tokoh Islam dilupakan. Fikirkanlah...

2.bapa saya ialah seorang:
abah kepada saya.

3.ibu saya gemar memasak :
makanan yg saya gemar.

4.adik beradik saya suka :
kepada abang mereka yg tersangatlah penyayang lagi prihatin terhadap mereka.

5.almari saya memang:
gitu...Perangai..

MASA DEPAN

1.pada hari esok saya akan :
berfikir apa yg saya akan lakukan pada hari lusa.

2.resolusi harian saya ialah:
untuk mencapai resolusi hari semalam.

3.jika saya dapat gaji saya akan :
Bayar hutang accident..masih tergantung kes.

4.saya tidak ingin terserempak dengan :
Taufiq Batisah..Kerana dia seringkali histeriabila bersemuka dengan saya dan saya rimas jikalelaki meminta autograph dari saya.

5.apabila saya mati nanti, saya ingin dikenali orang sebagai :
"pakcik yg baik hati tu lar..alar,yg muda-muda dulu die hensem."

Gua takda keje beb...hehe..~

Da...dah balik blogging...

2005-04-08T10:16:00.000+08:00

Dah lama tak update ni blog...update pon dlm bahasa campur..English and Malay.

Many things happens to me since the last time i blog. But i manage to put those things(problems) aside. To think, how foolish i am last time...wasting time and energy on sumtin tt i surely wont get...Im foolish? Or being made to look foolish?

Neway...jus bought this VCD Mega Perdana 2004 at $19. Pada yg tak tau, tu lah VCD pertandingan dk barat Nasional. All the groups bagus bangat...of coz to mention which grp i like is obviously..ma own grp base at Bukit Batok.

Im beginning to take this phrase into my mind..."Love the person who loves u, and not the person who u love."<--My lecturemate told me...

Neway to my bie, thx for everything...Looking forward to this Monday ya!

Mcm worried and phobia...

2005-02-09T11:35:00.000+08:00

Was enjoying myself at work yesterday...met a lot of ma frens while working...disturbing the indon crews are my daily routine at work. Haha!

Met Hanisah and nisa...both of them semangat dari west travel to ECP...setakat nak slack je...wuahahaha..of coz hanisah drive me home...save duit bus...reached home earlier than b4.

Den one of ma fren decided not to tok to me anymore coz the reason is aku 'merepek'. Actually it does not bother me to much but I mean ya ..im a crappy merepek person...and my other fren i see had no trouble accepting me for wat i am...rite peeps? U know wat peeps? A BIG THANK YOU TO U ALL!! I dun mind u call me 'Badol' or flabby or 'lame' or watever it is...as long as u all accept me for wat i am...dats important...tts wat frens are for...and not like the person i mention above.

And after all these happen, i am beginning to feel a bit worried bout her.I jus feel so worried she might be the fren i mention above...hope not...choy!! She's going Malaysia...hmmz...nvm... =)

Everyday Blog!

2005-02-01T16:47:00.000+08:00

It seems lately tt i always been blogging. U all know y? Bcoz the lab lesson is tremendously boring...so boring, my hand is itching..therefore i had to blog to kill the boredom.

Jus now went to the library to study for ma electronics test with ma classmates. Fadziah was suddenly angry at me for askin too many questions and keep grabbing her arms...Wats wrong wif her? Slalunye she's not like tt...PMS maybe...watever...i just left her alone...

Den went to nursing Block meet Nadiah to pass her Shades coz she needs it for her role play. Quite an experience coz fers time go there. Taking the lift, i realised im the only guy inside..Some of them were staring at me and i donno y...I feel like a bangla going to repair the roof of the nursing block...haiz..

Den went for ma test...was finishing when the lecturer came and said tt wat i did was totally wrong..huh? So i had to redo everything and i had no time for it...So? Fail lah...

Jus recently finish ma OAD test...oklah..can pass...copy..from the M drive and book..

Bila gaji mau masuk? Im left with only $5 inside ma bank account...quite regretful coz i have used ma $60 to top up the fuel, Full tank sumore...and didnt manage to use the car. Ma father wanna use it. ARRHHHGG! Kasi balik duit An! An skrg dah takda duit...Later at nite i will ask for ma money back...haha..tak guna nye Farhan..! But if i dont do tt, how to survive? Yesterday go school take cab...and i didnt pay for it. Was so paiseh! To make matter worse, Nadiah pay for it. But oklah...she's the one who nak sangat naik cab. Sex Equality wat...but guys, dun make it a habit or u wud be lable, muka tak tau malu.

Whole body aching coz of the workout i did yesterday. 200 push ups, 200 sit ups and run arnd bedok reservoir...i think arnd 10km....penat siol...but i do feel quite fresh.

Farhan....

Ini hari, hari isnin..slmt bercinta lah pat skola..

2005-01-31T16:55:00.000+08:00

Im blogging and people behind me keep looking at wat i gonna type. I donno them..they are strangers but they keep lookin at wat i gonna type...so i deleted wat i wrote jus now and replace it wif this post...is it okay people at the back?

Neway, im a certified sex instructor..see ma certificate? Ya...fers lesson free...if ur interested do give me a kol me for interview...MILFs are invited too...hahha!!!

An dah start die nye merepek!

I cool down oready!

2005-01-30T23:12:00.000+08:00

Ya...keep pondering wats going on wif me...

N now im thinking maturely...

K guys...dun bother bout ma problem...i tok to someone...n i dun want to associate it wif gerl problem... I rather be like last semester...cool and relax...with the MCG brudders and sistas arnd me and the 4 musketeers...Rezal, Nazrul, Iswardi and me myself...and hakeem for accompanying me go smoke everytime...dun bother about anything except play and play and study...! I really enjoyed poly life last semester..and i want it to be tt way dis semester...

Really dis semester had really tested me(dugaan) ...so many problems since day 1 ever since school reopens on the 20 of december. So now...i wanna go back to ma old ways...so Heikal and the peeps...no more lepak at Macs! Aik Leong kopitiam..jugak best...! Kita bebual merepek pat sana!

Ok guys... i now vow to be like last semester! So lets celebrate the reborn of the new

MD FARHAN BIN ABU BAKAR!

And to those muthafucking peeps who tried to bother me...shut the fuck up! Yor number had been marked cross on ma hp with the ringing tone of an apek scoldng "nabei cibai" and when i heard tt...im sure there will be a miss kol!

Farhan...

Aint im sad...and ANGRY!

2005-01-30T09:52:00.000+08:00

Im so sad and angry at this someone...nobody know who this person is...but im so fucking angry..my personal things in ma room all break(aku pecahkan)....

I hate people who hurt ma feelings! Cant keep promises...Feeling so fuck tub rite now...donno if i cud study for tomorrow's lab test...I dun want to admit tt i make a very big mistake in befriending dis person...but now tt person really hurts ma ego...making a fool out of me, kept miss calling tt person..and nobody pick up the fone...ma ego really hurts...! Im a fucking loser..!

Monday Blues

2005-01-25T11:12:00.000+08:00

Yesterday..punyalah blues...

Went to skool naik cab..coz im so damn late...nasib baik naik cab..if not..i would miss the test revision...next week test...integrated product design...abih tt module cannot be revise coz they r using solaris software...n i dun have tt software at home..and there is only one lab in NYP...so mampos lah aku.

Teman Heikal go AMK...and met Bob Nasir. Of coz the fers thing he asked,"Eh dok! Mana kau lama hilang?" As expected.

An: Aku skrg busy lah dok...keje, skola ape sume..
Bob: Tapi at least dtg lah training...
An: Ntah, tengok dulu uh..dah lama sak aku tak turun bukit batok training...
Bob: Turun lah dis Thursday...training for comp Hikayat, sume tanye kau lah siol.
An: (Dlm hati) Yelah 2! Ada pit tak msg aku...

Yelah, perdana nye comp sume lupa aku, ni baru skrg nak panggil aku..tapi takpe..gua tengok dulu mau turun ke tak...

Neway, i feel like rembating someones face, for taking credit of ma frens songs lyrics...lagi2 untuk pikat pompan...Ma buddies shud noe me...but i oso have to think twice coz...dun want to end up like i used to last time...Rafi and Heikal shud knoe...so simpan dlm hati je uh...tts ma secret not to be told...

Welcome to ma blogging world.

2005-01-18T09:26:00.000+08:00

I started blogging again...after so many days and months of absence...